Be strong be light ...

Blogging going Mobile

2011-11-18T18:42:00.001+08:00

After 1 year using smart phone i just realised that now blogging can be done wherever I'm as long as my phone battery has enough power.

I had been absent blogging for almost two years. Many things happened, laughters and tears, quiet and busy moments (the second one dominates my days).

I'm in the mid of struggles, lots of decisions to take, bunch of worries in my heart, and still striving to learn trusting God in any sircumstances, in any risk that may appear.

Many events ahead.. Can't wait for them to come. But this November reminds me, time flies, very fast, in blinks of your eyes. Let's every moment won't be wasted by excluding God in your life.

*on the bus riding home

Bagaimana bertahan?

2009-11-29T01:19:00.006+08:00

Jika semua orang tidaklah sempurna, dan tak akan menjadi sempurna. Bukankah ide kebahagiaan tak akan terwujud dalam dunia yang nyata. Bahkan, cenderung untuk menyakiti, dan kita terus kecewa. "kesabaranku akan segera habis" , "berapa kali lagi aku harus terus mengalah?", "mengapa selalu saya? bukan yang lain?", "cukup sudah", dan tak tau berapa banyak macam lagi kata-kata seperti ini akan terus terucap ...

Tapi menjadi malu aku, ketika mengingat teladan sang Anak Manusia, sang Teladan yang tekun dan setia sampai mati.

Dia yang berkata "kasihilah musuhmu" bukan saja orang-orang yang mengasihimu, dan "berdoalah bagi mereka yang menganiaya kamu" bukan mengumpat atau menyumpahi mereka.

Dialah yang berdoa "Ya Bapa-Ku, jikalau sekiranya mungkin, biarlah cawan ini lalu dari pada-Ku, tetapi jangan seperti yang kukehendaki, melainkan seperti yang Engkau kehendaki" bahkan berpeluh darah dalam perjalananNya menuju Golgota, dan berkata "Sudah Selesai" ...

Dia yang sudah menang berperang dengan dosa, membuat sengat kematian tak lagi menakutkan, dan memberi pengharapan bagi mereka yang memberi diri, hidup dalam Dia. Dialah yang menjadi sumber, untuk tetap mengasihi mereka yang membenci, untuk bejuang melawan pencobaan, tekun menjalani ujian, dan memaknai setiap detik kehidupan yang sementara ini, dengan bahagia kekal tiada tara.

Options

2009-11-03T11:51:00.002+08:00

wish I have extra 3 hours a day, so I do not need to choose what I should not do... but it is impossible, so I need extra wisdom to choose some and a heart to let others go..

Alasan

2009-10-12T02:49:00.002+08:00

Apa alasan untuk memaafkan?

jika mereka tak segan, menusuk dari depan..

Apa alasan untuk menunggu?

jika mereka tak lalu, menghindar selalu..

Apa alasan untuk berharap?

jika mereka tak tanggap, jika mereka terlelap..

Apa alasan untuk bertahan?

jika pegangan, hanya sebatang dahan..

Apa alasan untuk berjuang?

jika lelah berperang, musuh tinggal seberang..

Semua kar'na Dia, yang karenaNya aku bisa terbebas ...

ku bersuka cita, jika kamu mengerti, suka citaku ini..

Lift: "going down.."

2009-09-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

This story start one day,

after I end my tuition session in a HDB building.

The student's house is located at level 4. As soon as I finished the session, I walked out from his house toward lifts that are located in the middle of that floor.

I pressed the "going down" button, and concentrated in replying some sms-es.

Some how, I heard "going down..." but when I lift up my head, there is no lift-door opened in front of me. I thought,"it should be at the other floor" ...

But surprisingly, I noticed the "going down" button is not red anymore.

At that time I just realized.. that I missed the lift door that opened.. behind me =_=..

***human tends to be like this.. keep waiting for the doors in front..***

and missed the opened door behind... hear the "going down..".. but realized after the door closed...

often we ask God, "why these doors seems always closed, and opened for others upstairs..??",

maybe the answer is similar to my Lift experience..

Kepala berantakan

2009-04-29T00:13:00.002+08:00

ku tak bisa menjawab "Mengapa?"

kamarku berantakan. Mengapa?

kotak itu tidak dipindahkan dari sana. Mengapa?

koper itu tetap saja ada di sana tak beraturan. Mengapa?

buku-buku tak beraturan di sana sini. Mengapa?

rak buku tak terurus. Mengapa?

meja belajar seperti 'kapal pecah'. Mengapa?

barang 'ga penting' tidak dibuang. Mengapa?

lemari pakaian/pendingin sama saja. Mengapa?

dari sudut manapun tak ada bagusnya. Mengapa?

hanya ku bisa bertanya "Mengapa?"

harus ada yang dibuang,

harus ada yang disimpan,

harus ada yang dirapihkan ...

Kerikil di depan pintu sekolah

2009-04-13T00:15:00.006+08:00

kata seseorang:

(parafrase)

"kalau hidup terlalu enak, keluarga kaya, ga pernah hidup susah.. minta Tuhan supaya kasih kesulitan dan penderitaan, biar kita bisa dikasih kebijaksanaan dari pengalaman2 berharaga tersebut..."

applied to myself..

Hidup di singapur sudah terlalu enak, segala sesuatu tersedia dgn tingkat certainty yg tingggi..

antara pasti susah, ataupu pasti mudah. Semuanya lebih terprediksi.

Orang2 sekeliling juga lebih terprediksi.

Kalau sekarang datang kondisi yg tidak pasti , orang yg tak pasti, semua susah diprediksi..

maka saya harusnya bisa memanfaatkan kesempatan ini untuk belajar bersabar.

Karna hidup setelah lulus (kerja, dst..) tidak akan semulus lagi seperti ketika masi sekolah.

Banyak ketidakpastian, batu2 kerikil.

Tapi hidup akan terus berjalan seperti itu, mungkin lebih sulit..

Bagaimana jalan yang akan kita lewati tidaklah penting.

Bagaimana kita menghadapinya, itu lebih penting.

Kepada siapa kita bersandar, itulah yang terpenting =)

Down!!

2009-04-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

when this heart feeling hurt and angry, I should ...

ask, : "is it because of my BIG-SELF ?"

try, how to forgive others?

learn, how to love them unconditionally?

know, how to give thanks to God every day...

as what Jesus did ...

He do anything because of God's will

He asked God forgiveness for them who crucified Him on the cross

He had shown His love by sacrificed Himself although He has no sin

He is the Greatest reason why I should give thanks to God...

teach me Lord..

CA++

2009-04-01T00:48:00.004+08:00

An interesting statement that should be signed for my Continual Assessment (CA) ...

It's not C++ CA nor other programming language CA

I pledge my honor as a Gentleman/Lady that in completing this assignment neither I have taken nor given assistance (other than reffering to textbooks or other reference materials).

Name and Signature: ____________________________

kind of challenging the student's integrity, facing them into 2 choices your honor or your score.

yup.. that's the additional assessment that I talk about. But sure, the teacher won't mark it ... =D

interesting teacher ^^

Expectation

2009-02-15T11:50:00.002+08:00

Whose expectation should I meet?

Realized that I tends to fall into two extremes,

one is the expectation that base on others' achievements. Start to compare myself with others, and see whether I already reach -at least- above their average so that I can be satisfied enough, or maybe I can become the best -or maybe the top 5 %- of them so that I may be proud to myself. And when it becomes disappointing if I comparing, I'll stop comparing, go to another extreme and say "life, I don't need to become perfect. She/he may be better in one thing, but I'm good in other thing except that one. I don't need to squeeze myself too much, average should be enough. Don't become too busy or tired... just relax and enjoy this life."

Okay, some of you may see that some sentence is correct... yes, I said they're theoretically correct. It's true that no one can become a perfect man. Each individual has their own talents and interest and mostly different with me. And I should enjoy this life ...

But later on, I realized they are just excuses to hide myself from disappointing me. I must ask more questions.. what kind of life should I enjoy as a Christian? What kind of talents that God gave me? have I found them and am I exploring all? What are My Creator's expectations to meet that perfection? ...

More Qs should be asked.. what is His standard? how to know? can I reach that? and many more. But one important thing that must stick in my mind, the CENTER is Him, not me and myself.

New day =)

2009-01-04T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm so excited now..

First
After a few tries to instal xp in Q application in my Mac.. and install Arena.. finally
I managed to instal it, using boot camp -which I thought that it would surely fail-..
thanks God... I can do my FYP from anywhere now ^^

Second
Tomorrow is the first day in my last Semester -hopefully its the last in my Undergraduate Study-. New chance for me to work harder after the worst semester result.

Third
This semester will be quite tough, 15 AUs, 5 Subjects, 10 AUs for 1 -that not showing pleasant progress- FYP, PINTU 6 AGM, 1 Tuition, KTBs, etc. Wish I can manage my time well.. no more slacking.. no more lazy day..
Sometimes I think this is a scary semester.. I may do failures.. fatal one.. if I'm not performing very well. But 1 thing I should always remember:
"tahun ini mungkin akan menjadi sangat sulit, tapi bersama Tuhan, semuanya bisa kuhadapi dengan ucapan syukur"

Wish this year I can be a good child of God, good daughter of my parent, good student, good (girl^^)friend, good teacher, good groupmate, good leader, good member, good light reflector for others =)

Long Way to go ... ?

2008-12-31T01:05:00.007+08:00

Today is the last day of 2008

tiring year? maybe...

but one thing I'm sure that the time 'run' faster when I grow older..

I must keep walking forward.. even run.. so I'll not left behind..

keep dreaming as young man

keep making goals

keep striving hard

achieve what I want

achieve what I desire

for a brighter future

for a happier life

but.. where is the direction... where is the destination...

when should I rest? when should we stop? ...

I can say: "Still a long way to go..."

yes.. only if it is long.. is it long?

are you sure?

how long?

How if you only have today?

Why should I keep running?

Why should I be happy?

How should I rejoice?

What is my strength?

Let me learn how to be in tune with You, Lord ...

so everything will not be in vain

Facebook oh facebook..

2008-12-29T21:15:00.005+08:00

With such a huge user, popularity, tens/hundreds updates per day, crazy features ...

facebook has successfully and exponentially attracted more users day by day ...

(too hyperbolic maybe..)

I should admit that I've been addicted to this stuff then should make some notes, hide the password somewhere, to reduce my frequency to visit this site. I can said I hate it.. how it makes me addicted, but actually I know it has lots of features that I don't like..

Thousand features... Hundreds requests to join this and that... updates that makes everyone know what you have DECLARED, hundreds notification emails (I've inactivate it at all.. no exception), super chat window in a hottest gossip picture of the day, etc ...

but there is one..

just realized, that facebook is a very effective mass announcement XD haha.. just update your status with different letter.. or dot.. then it will be the TOP (VERY TOP) news for some seconds.. at least the front page..

haha.. than quickly, some people will respond..

actually there are some advantages from this 'book' that i like, beside the announcement function. Such as, I can see my very old2 or far2 away friends.. I may choose who are the people that I may know...

but it's too minor, compared with those things I hate...

maybe the main point here.. I should use this 'book' wisely..

~sharp knife will cut the meat easier.. and yes, it may cut your finger easier..~

btw.. i found a news of facebook here..

can't imagine now it's the Google big competitor =_= ... I can't see in which side it's better than Google..

conclusion:

Facebook, VERY good for announcement, but not very good for your TIME

Wishing you ...

2008-12-24T13:48:00.006+08:00

a Merry Christmas...

a blessed and blessing New Year 2009 ...

wish all of us don't lose these great moments to

start a good thing,

correct our past mistakes,

giving forgiveness,

asking forgiveness,

recharge ourself,

set a right motivation,

set commitments

...

for God's glory~

Luke 2: 10-12

10But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. 11Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. 12This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger."

New Morning...

2008-12-14T09:51:00.003+08:00

It is been a long time, I don't enjoy a good time like this.

Wake up early in the morning, pray, and enjoy a light breakfast ~ 1 cup of hot milo..

and have a proper FYP reading ^_~

Breath.. feel the breeze ^~^

Today, is the day for my Church's (although I'm not a member yet =p) Christmas Gospel Rally.. maybe too early for you, its 14 December.. still more than 1 week to Christmas.

This event makes me think a lot, especially this morning.

They are about Opportunity, Grace, Responsibility, and Christmas itself...

Opportunity,

it is one more opportunity for me and for others who will come to hear God's Word, to strengthen, remind us about how should we live our life and stand before Him. We may think, it always comes every week, even every day if we want to read the word.. yes it is.. but, the opportunity will not always comes.. we must grab every time it comes, without grabbing, it will pass you.

I don't know whether you understand what I write... maybe you'll agree with me after you're restricted to get this daily, weekly, or annual grace... or maybe after we know that today is our last day in earth, it's too late..

Grace,

if something cheap, nobody need it, worthless are offered free .. it's common

but if something expensive, you cannot afford it even pay it with your whole life, definitely needed, and offered by you FREE... it is Grace..

(n.. the radio play Amazing Grace now ^^)

unfortunately, we, human usually want most the thing we don't really need and waste the thing we most need.

Responsibility,

if we're not trusted to handle the small matter.. how come the big matter will be trusted to us..

even, everything will be taken from you - the unfaithful servant -.

Christmas,

what does it mean? Shopping? Present exchange? Party? Sweet ornaments on the street? (orchard road esp :p) having dinner with family? big Xmas tree with all its colorful lamps?gather with friends? holiday? charity day? caroling?

how about Christ who came to earth ...?

have you think what did happen in Betlehem around 2000 years ago? Why should He come?

yes.. a lot of us celebrate it.. but without knowing the true meaning behind..

how about you? how about me?

Merry Christmas all ^_^

2008-12-08T08:35:00.007+08:00

Christmas Gospel Rally 2008

The Lord Who enter History

Sunday 14 December 2008

16:30 Indonesian Service

19:00 Chinese-English Service

Singapore Polytechnic Convention Centre

(next to Dover MRT)

Speaker:

Pdt. Dr. Stephen Tong

Tuna Mayo

2008-09-30T02:03:00.003+08:00

just want to share this simple way to make:

Tuna Mayo Sandwich ^^

Mix all of these ingredients together:

- 3 full spoon of mayo

- 1 can tuna flakes (deep in water)

- 4 'siung' chop onion*

- spring onion (secukupnya)**

*actually you only need tuna and mayo , but the onion gives a 'undefined' taste in the tuna mayo.. (kress...kress...maknyus :p)

you may try and compare :) tell me how is the difference.

**Spring onion add green color in the pale tuna mayo :) looks healthier.. hehe2.. but the aroma also become better ^^

***for additional to the sandwich, you may add cheese (more energy!!! ^^), tomato slice, and boiled egg...

wew.. this post makes me hungry.. ^^

I'll post the picture later..

Selamat Mencoba sendiri ^^

nb: biasanya buatan sendiri bakal terasa lebih enak.. hehe^^ no matter what other say

"kecewa..."

2008-09-29T01:29:00.007+08:00

"... kecewa ... =( "

kalo mau diliat lagi.. kata ini yg paling sering terlintas di dalam hati pas merasa disakiti orang...

"AKU kecewa ... sama kelakuannya dia... ga seharusnya dia kaya gitu... ga tau apa aku udah begini dan begitu... ga tau yah kalo dia itu ga pantes begini dan begitu... dia seharusnya begini... AKU ga terima..."

tapi terlalu sering aku lupa, kalo orang lain mungkin saja sedang sakit hatinya karena kelakuanku... dan aku cuman berpikir..

"ya sudalah.. kan hanya manusia biasa, bisa salah... dia seharusnya bisa maklum... "

oya.. apa kamu masih peduli, apa yg ada di dalam hati Tuhan kalau kita berdosa?

terlalu sering.. urutan ini dibalik menjadi

Aku-Sesama-TUHAN dan bukan Aku-Sesama-TUHAN

Let's check our life ~~

Live before God

2008-09-22T02:41:00.003+08:00

Friend ...

Do you believe in God?

If yes, have you place God in the right place in your heart?

If yes, have you treat God as God of your life?

If yes, have you see God in all things you do.. in all corner of your life?

If yes, have you try to please God in everything you do?

Because it is written:

James 2:19 (New International Version)

You believe that there is God. Good! Even the demons believe that- and surrender.

Yak 2:19

Engkau percaya, bahwa hanya ada satu Allah saja? itu baik! Tetapi setan-setan pun juga percaya akan hal itu dan mereka gemetar.

Quote

2008-09-08T13:10:00.002+08:00

Quote from blog-tetangga ^^

"honest question deserve honest answer"

Truth ...

2008-09-08T02:50:00.002+08:00

when I start to think about The Truth,

He is Holy,

I am nothing before Him ...

No one doing right thing before His perfection

when I start to think about The Truth

He is Just, there none of my effort may buy His law ...

when I start to think about The Truth

He is Love, so that He has sent His beloved Son to replace and save me and you..

who believe in Him ...

John 3:16 ...

Thanks God for this salvation

I am weak

give me strength to live in your will in my life and bear fruit for Your Glory...

Alumni Night NTU

2008-08-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

Ajak semua alumni Indo-NTU yg kalian kenal ya.. =)

Word of Truth Radio

2008-07-29T21:23:00.003+08:00

One of the nicest free online radio I've ever known =)

Non-Stop Instrumental music, no advertisement, and mostly it plays Christian instrument musics. Will be a nice and blessing music if you know the lyric =)

please visit the site..

1st Impression

2008-07-24T09:01:00.003+08:00

Yep.. seperti judulnya =)

sekarang mau ceritan satu dari sekian banyak pengalaman yg berakhir pada kesimpulan:

"kesan pertama sering SALAH"

Kali ini, baru saja terbukti..

ceritanya saya baru pindah ke Hall 8 kemarin malam. Dalam hati aga sedikit ngeganjel.

Roomate ko diem amat. Pas kemarin pindahin barang, mukanya jarang skali senyum. Bgtu pula sebelum tidur, cma dengar suara pas minta maaf, krn pintu kamar kebanting dan pas nanya kalo dia bisa matiin lampunya.

Pagi ini alaram hpku bunyinya kenceng bgt, 6.45 + 7.00 lagi.. wew.. (-_-''') dalam hati uda takut kalo rumet merasa keganggu. Setelah melek, rumet tanya: ngapain ko nyetel alarm sepagi itu? apa kmu mmg mo ngerjain sst? (terdiam..) dia nanya sekali lagi.. aku cuma bisa jawab "yes". Lalu dia keluar kamar dgn pintu stgh dibanting (menurut saya setengah dibanting. gatau kalo ga sangaja. tapi kynya dia kesel dibangunin alarmku pagi2).

Uda mulai mikir yg jelek2.. apa aku pindah aja yah? minta single room?. Apa ya alasannya nanti? Karna rumet terganggu.. ga ramah.. ini.. dan itu. Nanti kalo pindahan lagi gimana ya... (barangku byk bgt -_-)

Sekitar 30 mnt kemudian dia balik, dan menanyakan pertanyaan yg sama: "apa kamu tiap hari nyalain alarm sepagi ini? (yes) soalnya saya kalo sekali bangun uda ga bisa tidur lagi, dan dia perlu cukup tidur.. (bla..bla..bla..) apa rumetmu yg dulu ga keganggu? kmu cukup ya tidurnya? (slnya kemarin malam aq tidurnya di atas jm 12, stlah dia tidur) ... dst2. Dan nyambunglah ke pembicaraan lain, soal hall, IA, IndoSociety, FYP, dan hometownnya.

Bener2 merasa 180 derajat berbeda dari kesan pertama =)

Akhirnya, conversation pertama kita pagi ini diakhiri dgn "nice chat with u =)"

pesan: jgn terlalu percaya ama kesan pertama krn "kesan pertama sering SALAH"

IA- what have I learned? (2)

2008-06-11T13:52:00.006+08:00

2nd half iA, setelah supervisor visit di week 10, dan setelah kena warning dari company. Saya jadi lebih takut ketiduran, lebih aware dgn kondisi 'mata' saya di kantor. Apa itu terbuka lebar, setengah tertutup, atau ... - . Ya, intinya saya jadi lebih berusaha juga, dgn berbagai cara, untuk bisa tetap terjaga :p. Mulai dari minum kopi, bolak-balik pantry-meja-toilet, stretching kecil di depan meja, sampe jalan2 keluar ruangan... cubit2 diri sendiri... makan biskuit :p hahaha.. pknya banyak d, yg penting ttp bangun.

Di 2nd hal ini, lama kelamaan engineers di kantor juga udah ga dateng2 lagi ke mejaku buat ngecek apa aku tidur ato ngga. Jadi lebih lega d ^^. Mulai dapet bbrapa tugas yg lebih sedikit berbobot, dan juga diberi kesempatan untuk mengunjungi company lain -calon supplier campany IA saya-.

1 minggu - 1 minggu - ... berlalu, sampe tiba saatnya harus mengerjakan report, submit report, dan kunjungan supervisor yang ke-2. bersyukur presentation (ga tau bisa disebut presentasi ato ga :p) reportnya kembali bisa berjalan dengan baik ^^ dan dengan senang mendengar kalo hasil assesment dari kantor untuk 10 minggu ke 2 jauh lebih baik :)

last day pun tiba, dan kami (sup kantor, engineers, dan saya) ditraktir oleh salah seorang engineer yg membawahi saya selama IA. Katanya sih dalam rangka last day saya dan susksesnya project yg ditanganinya... yah.. kita ditraktir di somewhere in Holland Village :D

ini adalah foto di hari terakhir IA saya bersama2 supervisor company (kiri saya) dan para engineers di Mechanical Design Division. Just want to say thank you for them =) I dont know whether they can read this post.. but I appreciate them so much, for their kindness and friendliness during my IA in SMI. Yang traktir 1/2 dari biayanya itu yg pake baju oren. sisanya ditanggung company, dihitung biaya farewell buat intern student ^^ hehe2..

Selain buat mereka, banyak ucapan terima kasih juga buat bbrapa orang di sana, mulai dari yg di QA room, yg selalu aja senyum pas aq masuk ke sana, mungkin krn dia melihat aq kelihatan bingung2 ato 'bogo2' >.<>

tapi 1 hal yg disayangkan, aku ga sempat pamitan dgn mereka, atau pun say thankyou directly to them ... my last day, just too rush, to many things that should be finished, and I came home at the latest time during my IA... sekali lagi penyakit 'last minute' kambuh.. >.<

so, what have I learned during my IA?

...

IA - what have I learned? (1)

2008-06-06T00:03:00.004+08:00

Yosh..

Ngga terasa 5 bulan IA akan segera (telah) berakhir. Berawal dari kebingungan milih company, senang dipanggil interview, sedikit kecewa 2 hari setelah interview langsung ditolak, sampai terharu bisa dapet company non-interview sejenis yg (menurut saya) dalam hampir tiap aspek -secara pengalaman company, popularitas, performance- lebih baik dari company interview saya.

-yah saat itu ga bisa berhenti terkagum2 dan bersyukur untuk hal ini-

Setelah masuk company, meskipun saya sendiri Local Intern Student di sana, saya bersyukur para engineers dan pekerja di sana cukup ramah dan juga bisa diajak ngobrol. Beberapa minggu pertama sering diajak makan bareng mereka. Supervisor company pun sangaat baik, ramah, tapi juga ga ngobral2 kebaikan, dan keliatan mau Intern studentnya belajar sesuatu -Sup Company saya yg selalu ngingetin, meskipun yg saya kerjain tiap hari keliatan dangkal dan remeh, sebenarnya saya bisa byk blajar dari hal2 tersebut, mumpung masih student-. Engineers yg sering ngasih kerjaan, juga hampir bisa dianggap temen, apalagi mereka dua2nya cewe :)...

First half IA, masuklah masa2 sulit. Kesempatan baik yang diberikan Tuhan, segala kemudahan IA, fleksibilitas company, membuat saya menjadi tidak disiplin. Seharusnya kelihatannya bebas, dateng ga ada clock in/ clock out time, dst. Tapi malah membuat saya sulit untuk bebas dari kemalasan, bebas dari tidur telat, dan bebas dari bangun telat juga... (mimpi saya untuk bangun pagi2 subuh selama IA bisa dibilang ga terwujud -_-"") Oya, awal2nya, saya juga sering sekali ga sadar ketiduran di kantor, karna ga da kerjaan, bosen, ato karna alasan lain yg saya buat2 untuk membenarkan diri >.<>

Pertengahan IA, sebelum Sup Sekolah datang, saya kena Warning dari Engineers, karna Manager di kantor mendapati saya keliatan tidur (meskipun mungkin itu cman sebentar ato karna aq ga sengaja -alasan lagii-). Kata mereka, kalo kedapatan lagi, saya bisa diterminate IAnya spti anak intern dulunya. -entah itu cman akal2an mereka, ataupun benar- Saya merasa 'dipukul' saat itu. Tapi bersyukur, setelah itu saya lebih 'sadar' kalo lagi kerja di kantor. Engineersnya pun ga perlu was2 bolak balik ke mejaku hanya buat ngecek apa aku tidur ato ngga (hehe ^^). yah bersyukur juga untuk ini... Saya belajar, ternyata saya masih belum terlalu kuat untuk disiplin tanpa di'pukul', di'batasi', atu di'jaga'. I'm still very week...

aga OOT sih,

tapi saya ingat dulu di SMA, di mana peraturan begitu strict, bel kenceng di pagi hari, bangun 5 am, olahraga pagi di Tomohon (dataran tinggi yg dinginnya minta ampun sampe napas keluar kabut2 ky di tv2 :p), dan mandi tanpa heater, saya bisa, dan bisa terus bertahan selama bbrapa tahun. Dan merasa senang bisa menjalankannya...

mungkin saat2 itu adalah saat latihan, di saat saya masih dijaga para pamong asrama. sekarang saatnya ujian praktek sendiri :p, melihat bagaimana saya menggunakan 'kebebasan' yg ada...

dan untuk sementara, kesimpulannya, saya masi sangat lemah...

hal yg perlu disayangkan, tapi juga bersyukur masi diingatkan, dan harus berhati2 jgn sampe jadi kebiasaan 'merasa diingetin terus' dan tidak berubah...

bersambung...

name them :p

2008-06-02T23:45:00.011+08:00

Lab 16A 1.1

Latar Belakang:

Banyak bahan makanan di kulkas yg belum dimasak; belum dinner; males turun beli makan di kantor besok ...

Tujuan Percobaan:

1.Menghabiskan bahan makanan yg ada sebelum kadaluarsa atau ber'fungi' yg laste harus dibuang juga -_-

2.Hemat biaya makan malam hari ini, besok siang, dan besok malam

3.just having fun ^_^

Teori dasar:

Heat transfer..

Elementary CookScience CS1001..

Insting dan Selera Masing2 (hehe2)

Bahan Percobaan:

1. 3 Frozen tomatoes (ga sengaja jadi es..-.-")

2. 1 Wortel dipotong2 tipis

3. 1/2 pak kacang panjang dadu

4. cabe ulek (sisa..)

5. 2 butir telur

6. 3 siung bawang putih dirajam

7. 1 Kaleng tuna (baru nyadar hari ini kalo masi punya tuna kaleng -.-)

8. 1/2 pak fermiceli/bihun/laksa (idem)

9. Saos 3 in 1 (tomat+kecap manis+ asin)

10. Bumbu: garam, lada, gula

Alat:

1.Panci pinjeman =p

2. kompor hall

3. Sendok, sotil, pisau,dll

Procedure, Result, Discussion, and Conclusion:

Berdasarkan teori dasar yg sudah ada, khususnya insting dan selera pribadi, 3 jenis masakan berbeda dibuat. Masakan2 baru tersebut ialah:

1. Frozen Tomato Fermicelo

2. Nasi goreng special tumat

3. Kacang panjang Wortel

Makanan cenderung asin, berminyak, dan aga pedes (buat yg ga suka cabe), tapi masi edible dan berasa 'tambah' :p (makanya skarang 'ngga' kenyang2 amat >.<)

final result 3 masakannya, sbb:

(tadaa..^^)

Apa bedanya?

2008-06-01T22:20:00.006+08:00

memberi teladan dan sombong

menegur dan menjelekkan

terus terang dan kasar

tegar dan masa bodoh

memuji dan menjilat

terbuka dan pamer

vokal dan cerewet

berani dan nekad

peduli dan kepo

cerdik dan licik

tegas dan galak

sabar dan cuek

rajin dan kiasu

tulus dan lugu

(etc..mungkin kalian bisa nambahin listnya..)

mengapa mereka sering mucul bersamaan?

apakah ini hanya masalah definisi?

hanya masalah subjektifitas dan preference?

atau motivasi?

1 Sam 16: 7

... Bukan yang dilihat manusia yang dilihat Allah; manusia melihat apa yang di depan mata, tetapiTUHAN melihat hati."

Kol 3 : 23

Apapun juga yang kamu perbuat, perbuatlah dengan segenap hatimu seperti untuk Tuhan dan bukan untuk manusia.

another reminder for you and me ...

we live before God

.. about Love =)

2008-05-19T00:02:00.001+08:00

Kasihilah Tuhan, Allahmu, dengan segenap hatimu dan dengan segenap jiwamu, dan dengan segenap akal budimu dan dengan segenap kekuatanmu...

Kasihilah sesamamu manusia seperti dirimu sendiri.

Tidak ada hukum lain yang lebih utama daripada kedua hukum ini.

mungkin kalimat-kalimat di atas, atau kalimat-kalimat serupa lainnya sudah sering kalian dengar, pernah kalian baca, atau mungkin tidak pernah kalian ketahui sama sekali.

Yang ingin saya tekankan di sini mengenai kasih (love) ialah,

di mana tidak memberikan tempat untuk mengutamakan diri dan tidak ada tempat untuk menonjolkan diri. Sebaliknya, pertama mengasihi Tuhan, dan mengasihi sesamamu seperti dirimu sendiri (jangan membalikan jadi, kasihilah dirimu sendiri, dan kasihilah sesamamu seperti itu). dan tidak ada yg lebih utama, bahkan dirimu sendiri sekalipun =)

mau ngingetin temen-temen, dan saya sendiri ...

apa yg menjadi pemikiran saya setiap hari?

"biar saya.. karena saya.. dan saya mau...?"

ataukah

tentang Tuhan dan sesama?

semoga bisa mengoreksi diri kita semua =)

ref: Mark 12:30-31

first post :)

2008-01-12T03:40:00.000+08:00

Uda lama banget mau ngepost sesuatu, mau bikin blog sendiri - bukan cuman yg numpang di friendster - =) tadinya mau nulis pas awal umur 20, tapi akhirnya ketunda2 n ga jadi lagi -_-""

masih post pertama, jadi masih lom ada topik khusus =)

mungkin QnA aja dulu yah:

1.Kenapa mau buat blog?

- pengen aja =) mau menyalurkan berkat yg udah diterima melalui tulisan. Mau belajar menulis, mengatur cara menata ide2 juga, masih suka bingung (keliatan bgt kynya dari tulisan pertama ini).

-sapatau bermanfaat buat nulis report FYP .. (-_-""' apaan seh?)

2.Apa harapan khusus ga?

- semoga bisa konsisten nulisnya; semoga bisa membangun, membawa manfaat, menghibur, menguatkan, menolong, dll.. setiap orang yg membacanya. ^^

3.Mau nulis pake bahasa apa?

- untuk sementara Indo dulu :D lebih prefer (loh.. ini bkn indo!!) pake bhs indo sih ^^

4. segini dulu :)

Psa 90:12

Ajarlah kami menghitung hari-hari kami sedemikian, hingga kami beroleh hati yang bijaksana